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Monday, October 12, 2009

Solitude



solitude.

a daunting prospect

but sometimes, a welcome crevice

brings to mind

a song:


Sonnet de Solitud


Don’t leave me in this room

Alone, to face my gloom

Yet how can I ask this---

When you’ve already left me?


Don’t let me feel the night

Despondent, filled with fright

But how can I ask this

When you’ve just left me?


Don’t give me memories

Pretend you like my wishes

Could I still ask you this---

When you’ve already left me?


Don’t try to make me happy

Or keep my tears at bay

How can I wish of this

When you’ve just left me?


Don’t try to ease my pain

Let me walk it through the rain

Could I demand of this

When you’ve already left me?


Don’t try to shield my fall

Look as if you heard my call

Oh, how can I even think

When you’ve just left me?


words and lyrics by mgrj

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Myers-Briggs Personality Assessment Result




MS. MARIA GEE R. JACOME


You're personality type is Introversion, Intuition,
Feeling, Perceiving (INFP)
Summary

Full of enthusiasms and loyalties, but seldom talk of these until they know you well. Care about learning, ideas, language, and independent projects of their own. Tend to undertake too much, then somehow get it done. Friendly, but often too absorbed in what they are doing to be sociable. Little concerned with possessions or physical surroundings.


Detailed Result

INFPs direct their energy towards the inner world of thoughts and emotions. They give importance to particular ideas or beliefs, focusing on those things that they belief in most strongly. They prefer dealing with patterns and possibilities, especially for people. They prefer to undertake work that has a meaningful purpose.
What makes an INFP tick?
The Dominant function is the judging one of Feeling. Characteristics associated with this function include:
  • Makes decisions on the basis of personal values
  • Is appreciative and accepting of people - enjoying company and seeking harmony
  • Assesses the impact of decisions on others, being sympathetic or compassionate
  • Takes a personal approach
The judging Feeling function is introverted. That is, Feeling is used primarily to govern the inner world of thoughts and emotions. The INFP will therefore:
  • develop an inner emotional life that is often unseen to others, but is experienced as intense
  • retain a strong sense of values, which are often not expressed
  • emotionally accept or reject various aspects of life - for example, deciding whether praise or criticism received is valid and, at extreme, ignoring whatever is unacceptable
  • feel appreciation towards others, but not express it
The Feeling function is primarily supported by extraverted iNtuitive perception, That is, iNtuitive perception is used primarily to manage the outer world of actions and spoken words. This will modify the way that the Feeling is directed, by:
  • focusing the (inner world) Feeling on ideas and possibilities for people
  • looking for meaningful relationships
  • deciding on friendships through insight into their personality and motivation
The classic temperament of an INFP is Apollonian, or Choleric, for whom a basic driving force is the search for meaning or purpose.
Contributions to the team of an INFP
In a team environment, the INFP can contribute by:
  • promoting insight and common understanding amongst the team
  • contributing well thought out and innovative ideas
  • generating team spirit though sensitive listening and a quiet enthusiasm
  • focusing on areas of agreement and building on others' proposals
  • where there are areas of disagreement, exploring a wide range of options to see if a point of agreement can be found
The potential ways in which an INFP can irritate others include:
  • being idealistic
  • appearing out of touch, perhaps not fully recognising current realities, and disregarding those they find unacceptable
  • being stubborn over issues the group did not anticipate being a problem
  • spending too much time thinking
  • avoiding conflict and not giving forthright criticism when it is needed
  • focusing so much on interpersonal issues that cost and other impersonal considerations are not adequately discussed
Personal Growth
As with all types, the INFP can achieve personal growth by developing all functions that are not fully developed, through actions such as:
  • being prepared to declare the INFP's personal values
  • investigating and recognising the facts before interpreting what they mean
  • listing options and undertaking a formal process of evaluation against criteria, including a cost benefit analysis
  • undertaking a critical appraisal of a situation or person, and expressing disagreement or criticism when it could be of value to the recipient
  • focusing on impersonal details during discussions and when making decisions
  • listing options and undertaking a formal process of evaluation against criteria, including a cost benefit analysis
  • establishing a long term goal, preparing a detailed implementation plan, and sticking to it
Recognising Stress
As stress increases, 'learned behaviour' tends to give way to the natural style, so the INFP will behave more according to type when under greater stress. For example, in a crisis, the INFP might:
  • concentrate only on what the INFP sees as important
  • work alone if possible
  • contribute creative ideas, but overlook current realities
  • fail to consider the cost implications
INFP's careers
Accountant/auditor/banker/economist, Teacher, Assistant

Friday, October 9, 2009

lake buhi

witness the splendor, the magnificent and
serene beauty of lake buhi

lake buhi, the lake i love

through the ruins of life
nature upholds
its untamed splendour
rising , struggling
and emerging triumphant
against the test of time.

lake buhi, the valiant knight
of restless dreams
the refuge of ailing hearts
the salve of injured souls
the reflection
of life, itself.

lake buhi

her ripples and waves
make the lifeless
come alive

lake buhi

sweet haven
and retreat
of lovers

lake buhi

an inspiring backdrop
to struggling
life forms

lake buhi

thriving in magnificence
amidst
contemporary thoughts

lake buhi

nestled in
life sustaining
thick foliage

lake buhi

a foretaste of paradise
in a foxhole
we call
earth

lake buhi

catch a glimpse
of cobalt beauty
that emanates
within

lake buhi

reflects
the sapphire glory
of the
heavens

lake buhi


'neath the canopy
of the clear
azure sky


Thursday, October 8, 2009

ennui


world-weary
tedium rise
monotony
out of
sight.

complete imperfection

why do you hide
behind
your smile?

is that your sigh
i heard
awhile?

are you catching
rainbows
once more?

reality awaits!
step out
of stupor.

just look

it's empty
can't you see it?
you glimpse a void--
baleful
and
relentless.

but why can't you
tear
your gaze
away?



smile

you can smile
to hide the pain
you'll be broken
then whole again

you can shed
a tear or two
in the end
it's only you.


lost

lost in thought
lost in pain
lost in despair
lost in vain

wishing, someday
will find
myself
again.